leave me alone.

leave ME alone
i don't understand YOUR world
nor do i want U to meddle in MINE
let me be d way i'M
don't dictate UR terms
i shall NOT abide.
I'm vale,stupid,servile
idiotic, insane,quite,disguised
want to breath d air dat's mine
U stay away.U R not mine.
love me/hate me
i'll be d same.fly with broken wings
sing with an injured melachony
sleep with a deep nutured desire
wake up to the good old gold's shine
Don't talk to me-i didn't force u to.
Don't impose urself on me-i'm not that good.
Don't take me for a fool-i've learnt Life d hard way.
Don't take my silence for ignorance-i do my homework well.
Don't listen to my soul-i'm a self made man.
Don't think i'm nothing without u-ur smthing coz i gave u d liberty.
Don't peek into my being-God u aint.
Don't check on my existence-I do not exist.
Don't test my love-it's not a commodity,waranteed it's not.
Don't love me for d sake of it-i've met HURt.
Don't wish me in anyway-i'm sure.
Don't tell me who u are-tell ur self dat.
Don't sulk for reading all this-it was not meant for U.


simar.
testing....who u may ask? THINK!

23rd,September,2006
10:38 pm

Thank U GOD! I love u for creating ME!

light!

light
i love u
but this was required
i hated to c u like dis
but i had to turn a stone
with all my heart
with whatever is left
i truely appologize
those eyes dat wept like red skies
wish i cld be d wind of those tides
that hold,that touch,that hidden smile
i love u for saving me frm the mightiest sun's sight
i love u for being a human soo kind
i love u for loving me soo much'n giving me a position soo divine
worth or not am totally blind
but wid u along,
sight seems to join
d way we said similar words twice
d way u percussed me,wherever u did
d way nothing happnd today
and everything happnd between u 'n me
i hate to say dis...but i have been a vile mate today
cursing your tenderness to obit
put me in execution today my friend
kill my thoughts,punish my words
plague my soul,lethe dat moment
those geek hours of this noonday
hang me till the last breath is game.

simar.
still in love.

18 September,2006
8:44pm



Allright ppl this is just a thought.
NO COMMENTS PULEEEEEZZZZZZZZZZZ

thank u.

CARMEL!!!!

okzzz....
dats...
kokil(frm d left)
ganeev
me(simar right!)
surabhi
shallu
dakshinya
jaspreet
aanchal

The School Cabinet!

D last days of my school life!

GOD I love CARMEL!

I'm Nobody.Who are YOU?

by Emily Dickinson

I'm Nobody!

Who are you?

Are you—Nobody—Too?

Then there's a pair of us!

Don't tell! they'd advertise—you know!

How dreary—to be—Somebody!

How public—like a Frog—

To tell one's name—

the livelong June—

To an admiring Bog!

When ur happppeeee 'n u know it-
CLAP UR HANDS!!
When UR haaaaaapeeeeeeeee 'n u know it-
CLAP UR HANDS!!
when UR happppeeee 'n u know it
'n u realllyyyyyy wanna show it
When UR haapppppeeee 'n u KNOW it.....





ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............................




SIMAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just another day.....BUT what a day! :)

Feeling sleepy bt shall not sleep soo soon! have to battle out sleep!i sound like a warior to myself now! yeah dat makes a part of d sleep vanish fearing d WILL!!!allright i did say dat i know WILL 'n DETERMINATION.BUT i need to know them even more inorder to crack d 'billi'!!!!GOD!decisionss!!! HE knows i hate them to death bt still puts me into those black holes dat make me blue.....but i know only to c d green grass :)it's just d passage dat's disturbing,bt every time i walk out of it i realize it wasn't dat difficult after all 'n i did actually enjoy every moment of it.....'n i then have a brave legacy to narrate......mostly to d ppl who care to listen! 'n needless to mention those ppl in black 'n white coz they r d ppl who colour my life!am glad 'n am thankful to HIM for every breath i take 'n hope 'n pray 'n demand HIM to be with ME all through!ahhh as if this part was required to be mentioned! yaaaaa there r times when i say smthings dat i shouldn't ......'n this is precisely one of those times.........GAUD! am messing up the above written thought 'n before i make hell out of it am out of my heaven of mind 'n into the walls of sleep.........

Simar :)
September 1st,2006
9:30pm(i mean is dis d hour to feel sleepy!!!.........whatever!!!)

The Dummy....Good i found it tOdAy....

The Dummy

In that forgotten part of town
Where wasted hopes and dreams abound,
A wrinkled man with life near end,
In hopes to have at least one friend,
Fashioned bits of wood and things
And made a dummy run by strings.

He sat alone for hours on end,
Conversing with his only friend
And found delight within the fact
That he controlled it's every act.
He told it how he never had
A chance, since all his luck was bad
Although he'd tried so to succeed -
The dummy nodded and agreed.

And how his journeys in romance
Had never given him a chance,
And wasn't it a crying shame
That he was always held to blame
When everyone knew, oh so well,
That life is but a living Hell,
Controlled by lust and power and greed?
The dummy nodded and agreed.

With patience that would rival saints,
That dummy sat through all complaints
And, with each little expert tug,
He'd droop his head or bow or shrug
And give some comfort to the man
Who held his lifelines in his hand
And helped to fill a lonely need
When he just nodded and agreed.

Senility increased with time
As did the old man's phantomime,
And feverish fingers pulled with glee
The dummy's dance of misery.
They never left each other's side
Until the day both stopped and died.
We found them lying, hand in hand,
The dummy - and his wooden friend.


-NOT simar :)











-by Michael Mack ( look am HONEST! ;) )